Soon I'll be off again

Hello, all of you, beautifull sunbeams! As you can see it has been a while since I wrote on my blog, but that doesn't mean that nothing has happened in my life. The past months have been difficult emotionally, but times will change, I'm sure about that. I belive in that. There are some people, that I promised to write about, like Tenzin, but first of all I would like to tell everyone that from march 2nd untill april 1st I will spend a whole month, experiencing a whole different culture, all kinds of new people and habbits again. I'm off to Mexico, to visit someone who became very close to my heart the past half year. Her name is Dina and she really is a very special woman. However I never really saw her live, I have the feeling that we know eachother at a certain level. We spend hours on the phone, and even more chatting over the internet. She gives me a feeling of respect, appreciation and understanding. Not only in recieving all those things, but also a natural way of giving them, without thinking about it. It just happens when we talk and share our deep emotions. The past few months, we both have been thinking about the feelings that we have towards eachother and from both sides it was searching and not yet coming to an answer. But for me I can say, that it already was a very nice time, with lot's of intense emotions, that make me feel alive. I've spend happy times with her, but also very sad times, but everytime she was there. So all of you may know that I'm really looking forward to my Mexico trip, and not only to meet Dinalietje, but also to try and find some more peace in my heart again. The kind of peace I found when I was in Nepal. It would be nice, but I can never find that same peace again, but I know that I can find another kind of peace and that's nice. No two people, things, or situations are the same, but that doesn't mean that they are better or less to me. They are equal, but different, or as they said in Nepal...Same same, but different! As you see, I'm preparing to go, enjoy and discover life and the world again. I'm not planning too much, there are some things I want to do, but I'll see what happens when I'm with the Azteques. I'll try to go with the flow and follow my heart, as I always should. (read want to) I'll keep all of you informed on this weblog. See you all soon, and I'll keep on smiling, whereever life brings me!